My name is Haasini, a female and all this happened to me long time back, but truly speaking I remember everything as it has happened yesterday. This is about my first sexual encounter with my neighboring Uncle, and his name was or you can say his name is Dev. I knew him since one normal child start recognizing people.
We were living on first floor which was a top floor of that type of construction and he was residing on the ground floor. Before getting to the sexual incident with him I would like to give brief of those circumstances in which I grew and finally landed into this. Everything which I am mentioning about past is all said by my mom to me as I was just a kid at that time.
My mom says that we also had a good income and money long time back as my father had a business and my mom was looking after the house as a housewife. I really don’t remember that dreadful moment of crashing of stock market in 1992, because I was too young to understand that accident. But that crash took everything from my father.
Basically my father was running a travel agency and along with that he had huge investment in stock market. With that collide my father faced heavy loses and he got bound to sell everything including his office and most of my mom’s jewelry. Fortunately we had a shelter to live and now my parents had to start it allover again.
My mom did that, she joined one school as a history teacher, she was professionally qualified for that, but my father never revived from that and got involved in drinking, smoking and few other types of narcotics. Gradually I grew up in somewhat financial struggle and by the time I reached in high school, I was big enough to understand everything.
My mother was working and my dad was just spending. He was not bothered about my school fee or even for the basic food we needed. We had a terrace on top of our house so somehow my mom managed to make a small portion on that and which we rented out for extra income, but finally we were unable to protect that money from my father and for that most of the time
my parents use to fight and countless times I saw my mother getting beaten up by my father. I was in High School and now I was suppose to appear in boards, and as expected from the circumstances I was struggling in studies too. For that Asha aunty came in front, she use to live on the ground floor, as we were living on first floor.
Everybody living around our house was well aware of our problem and Asha aunty was through with our living conditions as she was the only friend of my mom and my mom use to share everything with her. Dev Uncle Asha aunt’s husband was civil engineer and he use to remain at home, though he use to go out everyday on work but by noon he use to come back.
Sometimes I have seen him talking to my dad, he was trying to make my dad understand that whatever he is doing is wrong, and more over I remember once he appeared with Asha aunty when my father was beating my mom and me after consuming large amount of alcohol and he saved us by locking my dad in the toilet.
Anyway my mom talked to her about my studies and Asha aunt asked Dev uncle in front of us that if he can teach me, Dev uncle agreed without thinking twice. My free tuitions started and Dev uncle taught me every subject, including Hindi and social studies which were not at all his subjects.
Uncle really worked hard by reading my textbooks till late and prepared me and finally I appeared in boards and cleared with nearly sixty percent aggregate. Life moved like that, somehow my mom use to protect her salary from my father by keeping it with Asha aunty, but we never got rent of that terrace flat and it use to feed my father’s bad habits.
I chose humanities for +2 and somehow continued my studies and in those living conditions I prepared myself to work secretly and for that once again Dev uncle helped me, through his reference I got job of teaching 3-4 children of 2nd to 3rd standard. I had to get there homework done from them in the evening in 2 hours.
Though now we both were working me and my mom, even then we were struggling as life in a NCR can never be cheap, so some how I cleared my 12th and started my graduation. As far as my friend circle was concerned, I never had any best friend since my school time, my females classmates never came closer to me after knowing truth of my life,
though they had sympathy for me but they were never my friend and opposite to that few rich guys tried to attract me through their money and rich gestures but I avoided them as I had lot of things to think about. And as far as sex was concerned, like other females of the same age I use to sedate my sexual urge using conventional way,
with a help of my finger while fantasizing few of my male class mates and couple of young teachers and truly speaking at that time this act was playing vital role as a stress reliever of my life’s anxiety. I was still working like I was in the past and my income was bit more now but now secret of my income was also revealed to my father, and we were struggling to protect our money from him,
we were just moving with the life, me and my mom never got successful in saving much. And whatever we saved secretly it went into my father’s treatment whenever he collapsed and needed hospitalization. Time moved and by now we were habitual of our problems. I remember it was end of my first year when mom’s best friend Asha aunty passed away because of fatal road accident on the Jaipur highway.
Dev uncle too got seriously injured and remained in hospital for a long time. Mainly I and my mom attainted him in the hospital for few days till Dev uncle’s son arrived from united states and finally after some more time we all started reviving from that sorrow. His son flew back to states as he was working there and he tried to take his father along, but Dev uncle never gave a thought to that.
My mom had savings with Asha aunty which Dev Uncle knew, but he did not knew that how much is saved. Dev uncle trusted my mother’s words and never reflected any disbelieve even for a fraction of second on that matter and many times when my mom use to take her money from him for any purpose he formally asked for any sort of other help.
When Asha aunty was alive my mom use to rely on her a lot, for us she was sort of mental security that if we will fall in any sort of emergency then Asha Aunty will help us and after her sudden demise, in the beginning mom use to get depress but Dev Uncle’s behavior bought us that security again, though uncle was very reserved and we never had any long conversations with him,
and as such I was in very less contact with him after my tuitions, and mostly it was limited to formal Namestay and from my mom’s side too it was very limited, and mostly my mom use to go into his house in the beginning of the month, just to give him her spare money. We never spoke to uncle a lot, even then now we had physiological support from his side, just because his gesture use to give us reflection that he cares for us.
As such life was moving when suddenly something happened to take our life into more trouble. My mom faced a neuro attack, and she collapsed like a castle of cards on the floor on one dreadful evening. At that time my dad was not home, neither we knew that where he was at that time, neither we knew that whether he will come in the night or not,
I was alone in the house with my mom and I just rushed to Dev uncle leaving my mom on the kitchen floor. He immediately came up with me and lifted my mom in his arms and came out and screamed for help in the neighborhood and with some help we rushed to the hospital. I was in utter shock and could not stop crying.
Mom got admitted in the ICU and uncle instructed me that I do not have to move from there. He went back to the home and managed money, he deposited initial amount and treatment started. That night uncle stayed with me outside the ICU and remained there till next afternoon. By that time my father was also there and uncle instructed him that he has to stay here till we will be back.
Uncle took me along and after getting fresh we had something to eat on the way and came back to hospital. Through out the way I wanted to ask him that how much amount he has deposited in the hospital and how much we had with him, as I didn’t knew that how much my mom has saved, but I could not utter a word.
I was really very scared, neither he spoke anything in that context, rather he just spoke once or twice when I was crying a bit, just to give me mental support that he has talked to Doctors, and everything is in control, there is nothing to worry about. We came back to hospital and remained there till night. I and Dev uncle, we both were tired, and wanted to sleep.
As such everything was in control and my mom was in observation and nobody could enter in the observation room, so logically there was no reason to stay there, even then Uncle gave instructions on the help counter of that floor that in case of any emergency, they have to contact him. So finally leaving my father there once again we came back.
He bought dinner from the way and we had at his house and finally I entered in my house to sleep. In morning I got up early and I was expecting that uncle will also be ready, but he was still sleeping when I rang his bell. I was expecting that he will come to hospital with me, but he was not in condition, he was somewhat more tired.
After informing him, that I am going to hospital as I turned, uncle stopped me and called me inside and gave me 20k with one hand written slip, and told me to deposit this cash on the counter. At that time somehow I managed to ask him that how much we had with him and how much he had paid yesterday.
Uncle smiled a bit and caressed my cheek lightly and said, “You do not have to worry about that, tum usski tension matt lo”. I came to the hospital and deposited the cash and remained in the hospital. At around mid day Uncle came with packed lunch, we were still outside observation room, one more day passed like that and now soon my mom was suppose to shift into the ward.
That night finally I slept in the private room with my mom, uncle chose good neat and clean room. In next one day my mom recovered and asked me that how much is spent as money was the main concern of our life. Finally from uncle we came to knew that it was three times the amount we had with Uncle which was already spent and we were still in the hospital.
This fact bought lot of tensions in our mind and couple of times me and my mom cried when we were alone in the hospital room. Dev uncle uses to come everyday in the afternoon, as he use to go to his work in the morning, and many times my mom thanked him for his help. Me and my dad were staying in hospital alternate days and couple of more days passed like
that and I remember that day my dad was suppose to stay there and uncle came there very late in the evening and after spending an hour or so he asked me if I want to come along with him to the house. I agreed and once again he bought food from outside and we landed in the house.
We had dinner and as such we were not talking much, and mentally I was much occupied because of the money we borrowed from him. After noticing me for some time uncle asked me that what I am thinking, I spoke the truth that I am worried about the money which we have to return, and with that I started crying. Once again he said, “You do not have to worry about that”.
Finally after dinner I moved up, to my house and tried to sleep, but I could not, I was so tensed that I could not think about anything else except money. After spending some time with my courseware in the night, I came out in the balcony, as there was no sign of sleep in me. I remember time was around 11. I saw Dev uncle standing near his gate at the end of veranda looking outside.
Don’t know what he was doing, I could see just his back. I moved down to meet him in curiosity and he heard my voice and turned to see me. He was holding a glass in his hand with something in it. He was consuming alcohol and as Uncle realized that I am here he tried to hide the glass but by that time it was too late.
Keeping his glass on the wall he softly asked me that why I am awake at this hour, for which I said that I don’t know why I cannot sleep. He just said go and watch something on television, I will come after some time. I went inside his house and switched on the television and intentionally sat at the place from where I could see him and as expected Uncle picked up his
glass and continued having his drink and after around 15 minutes came inside the living room and settled down on the other couch and spoke in bit of disappointment, “Haasini you must be thinking that I am a bad guy”, I could not answer I just kept on staring him and said no after some time by just moving my head. He spoke again, “I cannot sleep without having at least 3-4 pegs”.
I gathered some courage and said, “but uncle this is not good”, “I know but I can’t handle this life anymore”. Then after few seconds he spoke again, “you are big enough to understand this, …………..it is very difficult to live alone”, “but this will harm your body”, “I know, but this body is a root of all problems”.
At that time I was unable to understand that exactly what he has said, though it was clear that he is feeling lonely in the absence of his wife, after some time I came back to my place and tried to sleep but I was repeating his lines again in my mind and suddenly it stroked me that what he meant by “this body is root of all problems”, he was talking about his sexual desire,
about his need of physical love. And after that I got more uncomfortable and could not sleep for the whole night. Next day I stayed at hospital and gave a thought to his problem, and you can say that it was my childishness that I thought about surrendering myself to him physically, just to pay back for whatever he has done for us.
It was a mere thought of a girl, of just 20 and you can say I was immature, but truly speaking at that time it was a big issue for me, I was thinking about everything he and Asha aunty has done for us, Asha aunty has given every kind of support to my mom, mental and financial. I remember whenever she use to go for shopping, it was for sure that she will bought something for me too,
some times t-shirt or jeans or any other latest trendy cloth and sometimes something to eat which is either expensive or rare which we cannot afford, and she use to do this just to keep me away from any kind of inferiority complex or starving feelings for such things. How could I forget those tuitions which I got from Dev Uncle, he was the one who made me clear my boards with reasonable grades,
my small job of teaching small kids which I got from his reference and above that he was the one who saved my mother’s life from lethal neuro attack, it was new birth for my mom and as I was depending on her so for me too. Matter was too complicated for me to handle and I was unable to think anything else except this.
I gave a thought about surrendering myself to him physically again and again and remained half minded till the end and if suppose I would have taken decision that I have to surrender, even then I did not had courage to ask him that if he wants to have sex with me then I am ready. So for the whole day and once again whole night I was occupied, I was thinking about having sex with Dev Uncle,
and suddenly I realized that just that feeling, I mean thinking about getting intimate with him pleasured me a lot and my body started releasing pleasure juices and truly speaking that itself was very relaxing. Next day I met him in the hospital when he came with the food, which he bought for me and my father.
Though he was casual and talked to me and my mom, like he use to in the past, but suddenly I realized that my perspective to look at him has changed a lot. Apart from respect and admiration now I was having bit of his desire, desire of being close to him physically. I think whoever has passed from that age can understand this mental state.
In this age it is very easy to fall for anybody and generally one gets confused in his or her ideal and love. I was falling in love with Dev Uncle, and these thoughts were driving me, and I was following my dream and desire of getting intimate with him without thinking about future of this. I came back home in the evening independently, Uncle was already home, and I met him,
not just because I was suppose to, I wanted to see him and intentionally I asked him if he wants to have tea, he said ok to it and I made the tea and we had it together. After spending some time with him I got up to go, Uncle somewhat ordered me that I have to come at dinner time and today he is going to order Pizza.
For me it was very easy to spend time with his thoughts and finally I came down to his house by 9 for dinner and he ordered Pizza. We watched TV while having it. I sat there even after dinner; movie which was getting telecasted was interesting and I wanted to see it till the end and more then that I wanted to stay there, with him.
I asked him casually that if I can see this movie till end and uncle casually said, “yes…. Yes why not, just feel like home” for next hour we sat together and saw that movie. Time was again around 11 when he got up from there and went inside the bedroom and did not turn back in the living room.
After some time I got up and tried to find him, door of bedroom was open and I saw him, uncle was sitting on bed resting his back on the wall, he was reading something while having a drink. He noticed me and again kept his glass aside and asked me, “is it over”? I said, “No, its almost in the middle,” I further asked, “…… I hope I am not disturbing you”.
“no…. no… please carry on, main bhi aata hoon” he replied casually. After around 10 minutes he came and sat opposite to me and after 15 more minutes spoke to me somewhat asking me, “ Haasini, you know it very well now,……… I hope you don’t mind if I will have it here only, while watching TV”. I could not speak any word, and just moved my head in acceptance to say yes.
Uncle got up and came back with a glass and retained his position. He was focused on television but I was very conscious and again and again I was looking at him and he was noticing me that I am uneasy and finally after few minutes he spoke, “I think you are not comfortable”, I gathered some courage and spoke “I want to say something”,
and at that particular time I was really very scared, my heart was beating very high, and I knew that I will not be able to speak up what I wanted to say. Uncle kept his glass on the side table and asked me, “what”? “Uncle please, stop having this, it’s really very bad thing”. Though I wanted to say something else, but I could not gather courage and in last moment I changed my statement”.
“For me it’s necessary, it helps me to avoid getting into depression of being alone, and I take it in very limited quantity so don’t worry”. I was just looking at him, actually I was trying to gather some more courage to speak what I wanted to but I could not, I tried but nothing came out of my mouth and once again uncle read my expressions, and asked me again, “bolo you want to say something”?
I moved my head in yes and spoke with a high heart beat “uncle kya main aapka akelapan door kar sakti hoon”. Uncle looked at me without a flick of an eye for few seconds and then focused on the television. It was one of the scariest moments of my life. He did not responded to my question and we kept on watching movie.
After some time, around 10-15 minutes I got up to go and spoke with my eyes and by moving my head that I am going and he responded in the same fashion and got up to lock the door. Once again I slept very late that night and thought about this relation a lot and gradually I was getting confident about my decision of getting involved physically with Dev Uncle,
now I was not that confused that I have to do it or not and from my side I was ready, though I was bit scared but the sensation which I was feeling in my body while dreaming about that moment of intimacy was much more powerful then the fear and that night finally I slept after satisfying myself with a conventional way of masturbating while dreaming about having sex with Dev Uncle. Once again next day we met in the hospital in the afternoon Uncle behaved casually as if nothing has happened, but he did not talked to me and just then doctor made a statement that most probably mom will be relieved tomorrow morning. That day I came back little early, I wanted to clean my house thoroughly and had to do few more thing as mom was coming back and she was not fully recovered,
she was little weak in the left portion of the body. I did those tasks one by one and finally got down with an evening tea and we silently had tea together. As such there were no conversations took place between us except few casual statements but many times our eyes met and we looked in each other’s eyes.
Finally I got to go and uncle spoke that he will be waiting for me on the dinner, as he had a plan to go out for the dinner and I was suppose to go along with him. I came down on time and we had south Indian food and came back by 10. After returning straight away I went to my house.
I was really very uneasy, uncle was not talking to me normally, and he remained silent most of the time and spoke very less only whenever required like asking if I need anything else while having dinner in the restaurant and all. I remained in my house for an hour and did nothing except thinking, for me it was really very difficult to handle that mental state and I wanted to cry but I just remained unsuccessful in that too,
it was really very strange mental state and don’t know what was happening to me. Don’t know how I gathered courage initially to talk to uncle and got down and ranged his bell and once again seeing him I could not utter a word and asked him if I can see television for some time. Uncle too did not uttered a word and just gave me the way to enter and sat on the chair of the
dining table bit far from the couch on which I was resting and continued what he was doing, having a drink while reading newspaper. Though I was watching television but my brain and all other senses were noticing him and I was gathering courage to talk to him, this silence was actually killing me, I wanted to talk to him desperately,
I wanted to say either you say yes to my proposal or just slap me on my face and get normal as you were, your ignorance is taking my life away. After few minutes Uncle got up from there, his drink was over may be he was going to make another one or he was just going. Once again I spoke with a high heart beat and addressed him from behind, “Uncle” Dev uncle turned and looked at me,
“I want to say something”. He turned and came closer to me and sat in front of me on the central table and gently said “I know what you want to say, you are saying that if I am desperate for having sex then I can do it with you, right”? I still remember those exact words of Hindi language which we spoke in that whole conversation,
“mujhe maalom hai, ki tumhe kya kahna hai, yehi na ki agar aap sex karna chaahte ho to mere saath kar lo, bolo yehi kahna hai na”? I just moved my head in yes, while looking into his eyes, “Haasini tell me, what made you think that, tum aisa kyun karna chahti ho, just to pay back my money, hmmm.. tell me, or there is any other reason”.
I moved my head in no and today when I am recalling that moment I am amazed that how I gathered that much of courage to speak, and finally uttered “because I love you”. Dev uncle smiled sarcastically and said, “This is not love, and you are disturbing me”. Uncle remained silent for some time and kept on staring at me and I too kept on looking into his eyes and he spoke again,
“Haasini I think you are big enough to understand all this,……as such there is no doubt that I am desperate to have sex….. through out my life I never thought about you in that way, but your yesterday’s statement has disturbed me a lot and first time I looked at you with that perspective,…….please don’t do this to me, please go from here main apne aap ko control nahi karr paaunga, I am already drunk”.
“You are angry with me”? I asked him in a low voice, “no I am not angry with you, and I want to sleep now, morning mein mom ko lene jaana hai na”. I moved my head in yes and slowly got up and moved out of the house. In the morning we went to the hospital together and Dev Uncle remained there till main doctor came and granted discharge of my mom from the hospital.
Further I remained with my mom in the room and had bit of conversation about the money spent in the treatment. Dev uncle cleared the remaining bills and bought medicines for next one month and by the time we landed home after all formalities time was one. I came down in the evening with a tea and mom’s prescription as I had some confusion in that,
about the schedule of medicines and Uncle cleared those doubts and came back after asking him that I am making “khichri” in dinner if he would like to have. He said yes to it. Around 9 I got down with a dinner, by that time my mom was up with the dinner and my father was missing, as he use get missing frequently in the past, and we knew that he will not come in the night.
I came back after some time and stayed at home, and unknowingly I was uneasy and very conscious about getting down around 11 and just after few minutes to eleven, I remained unsuccessful in controlling myself and I got up to go down to meet Dev Uncle. My mom was sleeping, I told her that I am going down to watch some television and she said ok to it.
I knew that mom will not get up in the middle as one tranquilizer was also included in the medicine. Once again I was standing in front of his door after ranging the door bell. I don’t know what was driving me crazy about him; it was love, lust, attraction or just my innocence which was taking me there again and again.
Somewhere I was burdened also with his kindness and I wanted to do something for him. Dev Uncle opened he door and moved inside without speaking a word. He was already watching television but he was yet not started with his drink, I just settled down there and he handed over the remote, so that I can watch whatever I want. I changed the channel and we continued watching television.
After few minutes he got up to get inside the bedroom, and I stopped him from behind, he turned to see me, by now I was confident and I just said, “please, don’t drink” he smiled and came back and sat on the opposite couch and called me there from his hand. I went closer to him, he made me sit beside him and took me in his arm and embraced me from side.
I could feel that he was not embracing me as a man, he simply hugged me with affection and I buried my face against his chest. “I know what you are thinking, you know this very well that you will not be able to give my money back, so just to balance that you want to give away your body to me”, friends I cannot forget those exact words too which he spoke in Hindi,
“tu soch rahi hai ki tu uncle ko paise wapis nahi de paayegi iss liye Uncle ko sex de deti hoon” then after detaching me and while looking into my eyes he asked me again, “Haasini I have hell of money, I don’t want it back, do you understand……….now tell me, do you still want to do it?…… but before saying anything take off all burdens from your mind and just ask yourself if you want to have sex before marriage”.
I was unable to answer him, I just kept on staring at him without any answer, I don’t know what I was thinking at that time I was still confused. Dev uncle spoke again this time very softly, “go and think about it, I am also confused that whether I should do it or not, ………and take a sound sleep, only then you will be able to take right decision”.
I moved back to my house and slept after a long tussle, asking myself again and again whether I want to do it or not and finally slept without getting onto conclusion, but before that I definitely fantasized about those moments that how Dev Uncle will make love to me and released bit of my pleasure juices before getting into sound sleep.
I got up early morning, and remained on the bed only and my tussle with in itself also continued. I went down to meet him, to ask him about lunch, that day he wanted to cook himself so I came back. Once again I went down with tea in the evening, and he himself said that he will cook himself in the night too.
In the mean time my father came once in the noon and by evening he again left to stay outside, to drink and eat with people of his kind. Once again after dinner I started getting uneasy, and by the time it was 11 once again I was not in my control and I asked my mom if I can go and watch some television, downstairs, as such there was no problem from her side.
She slept and I came down and once again everything ran in a same fashion, till I spoke to Dev uncle that I want to do it. At that time he was sitting on opposite couch, and as I said, “Uncle I want to do it”. He looked at me for few seconds and then raised his arms to call me closer.
I got up and went into his arms and he made me sit on his lap and embraced me tight and asked me, “Haasini kisi pressure mein aakar to nahi kar rahi hai na”? I said “nahi, mujhe bass aapke saath sex karna hai” he embraced me bit more tighter and said, “mujhe bhi karna hai, mujhe bahut zaroorat hai isski,……….(after a long break he spoke again)
Haasini mujhe sex nahi chahiye, usske liye to main kisi prostitute ko bhi laa sakta tha, mujhe pyar chahiye, you know what I mean” I looked into his eyes and said, “hmmmm… I know,…. I love you” Dev uncle caressed my cheeks and removed my hairs which were coming on my eyes and said, “ tujhe maalom hai na hum kya karne waale hain, ….pahli baar bahut pain hota hai”.
I said “hmmm….I know, par mujhe karna hai” once again he embraced me tight and we just remained like that for next 2 minutes. Dev uncle lifted me in his arms and took me to his bedroom, and soon we were laying on the bed and kissing. Finally everything was happening, Dev uncle was touching my body like a man and I was enjoying his every touch like a woman.
His hands were exploring my body, my breast, my thighs, my back and my hips. He was kissing me everywhere on my face wherever he could do in that position. He played with my soft mangos for a while over the clothes and caressed them nicely with soft hands and I really felt good then slowly opened my top and unhooked my bra from the back and loved my breast one by one by sucking my nipples nicely.
I was getting crazy in pleasure and could not control myself from moaning loudly. I was in intense pleasure, his hands were exploring my body again over my bare skin, uncle was sucking my one breast and playing with other, then he moved his hand to my thighs and rubbed them over the cloth,
then he stopped sucking my tits and slowly moved down and took off my lower after pulling it down to my feet and slowly drifted my panty down and now I was laying just naked in front of him. He came closer to my mouth and kissed me for few seconds and said, “main tumhe wahan pyar karunga, hmm… just relax and enjoy”.
He meant to say that now he is going to love me there, on my love hole and I have to relax and enjoy his love making. Next moment I felt uncle’s hands on my bare thighs, I became restless, and trembled in pleasure, he was rubbing my inner thighs and looking at my reactions and listening my pleasure moans, I was never touched by anybody like that in my life,
his touch was so tender and sensual that my juices are flowing more freely from my love hole and in a minute I felt that I have cummed, suddenly I felt that I am releasing some sort of stream from my love hole and it is going out of my love tunnel with some pressure. Next moment Dev Uncle buried his face between my thighs and I felt his lips on my love hole
and slowly his tongue started parting my vagina and I started releasing my pleasure juices endlessly. He was licking my love opening and I was moving in pleasure, holding my pillow, and my eyes were closed, I was enjoying every second of his love making. Feeling was really strange, weird and very pleasurable and my body was moving randomly in all direction and again and again I was trying to stop him,
but Dev Uncle continued loving me down there onto my love opening for few more minutes.
Dev uncle got up after few minutes and started taking off his clothes and took off his shirt first, and then lower, and then in a second he was also completely nude laying beside me, for the first time I was looking at a naked man in reality, he had a big penis which was fully erect,
for few seconds I got scared with a thought that today I will be ripped very badly. He again took me in his arms and started kissing and fondling my body nicely with his hand, he played with my breast again and then took his hand straight to my thighs, and tried to touch my cunt and massaged my love hole with my own juices and suddenly inserted his finger in my hole and I screamed a bit in pain.
Dev uncle continued digging my hole with his finger for 3-4 times and every time it pained me, but it was bearable. By that time I was totally wet and my love hole was going through strange sensation, I was feeling some type of pulsations down there as if my virgin hole was waiting for something to get stuffed there, and Dev uncle was also ready to enter inside me.
I asked him with bit of hesitation, “main pregnant to nahi ho jaaongi”? He spoke softly “don’t worry I have gone through an operation” and with the last word he spoke Uncle got up from bed and bought bottle of coconut oil and poured some oil on my love hole and again massaged me there with his palm and made my love hole totally soaked with a oil,
and that massage also pleasured me and I felt like heaven and then applied some oil on his rod too and tried to insert his rod in my love hole. He got successful in getting inside me second time, I felt hardly an inch of his hard cock inside my tunnel and I screamed in pain Dev Uncle closed my mouth with his hand and moved further inside me and next moment he completely buried himself inside my soft hole and moaned in ecstasy.
I was totally ripped by Dev Uncle. There was plenty of oil which made penetration easier, smother and quick, even then I was suffering with intense pain, and tears started coming out of her eyes. I was feeling as if something is trying to cut me from my hole and it will tear me into two. I tried my best to bear the pain and after a minute or two I was in my control.
Dev Uncle covered my body with his and came on my top and kissed me for a while and then licked my neck with wet lips and spoke in a very low voice while caressing my hairs, “bahut pain ho raha hai, hmmm…” I said “hmmmmm…” with closed eyes and once again he kissed me on my lips and said, “sirf first time pain hota hai. abhi sabb theek ho jaayega”
I knew this fact again I just hummed to say yes. Uncle was laying on me with his rod inside my hole and he lied there for few more minutes unmoved till I revived completely from the pain, and as I opened my eyes, his face was very close to mine, and he was staring at me. I smiled a bit while looking into his eyes, I was really very happy after giving away everything I had with me, my body,
my virginity and my dignity. He too smiled but bit sarcastically and said, “I am sorry, Haasini mujhe ye nahi karna chahiye tha, but main apne aap ko control nahi kar paya, I am sorry” I tried to grab him to bought him closer to me and I grabed his back and tried to hug him and we hugged like that and now I was bearing most of his weight and I spoke while tightening him in my arms,
“I love you, just do whatever you use to do it with Asha aunty” and uncle got up bit and planted another kiss on my lips and moved bit of his lower half and it pained me again and I moaned a bit. He continued moving his lower half with long breaks and every time his penis came out and went into my hole, it pained me a bit and I moaned.
Gradually his speed increased and for me feeling was strange, some kind of pleasure was mixed with the pain. I won’t say that I was fully enjoying, because it was paining too but don’t know what kind of pleasure I was getting from that pain and I wanted that to happen with me more and more.
Uncle was moving very slow with bit of puffing and I could see that he was enjoying my body. Gradually his speed increased and my pain too but I was capable to bear that pain and finally Dev uncle stopped after few quick stroke and I felt his rod beating like heart. He spewed out his liquid in my tunnel and got up from my top and lied beside me.
After some time he got up and cleaned himself and I too cleaned myself with soap and washed my gentiles as there was lot of oil which was dripping down and finally came back in bedroom and tried to collect my clothes, but Uncle took me again his arms and kissed me and said, “abhi to maine tujhe pleasure dena hai, ab tum enjoy karna”.
He started sucking my cunt again and with that he inserted his index finger in my hole and started fisting me and soon I was feeling like heaven, Dev Uncle was sucking me while fisting and after few minutes he inserted another finger and sucked me with full passion and this combination was taking my breath away and I could not stop moaning in ecstasy and finally
I exploded like a bomb and shivered in pleasure while cumming. Once again I cleaned myself and came to my home after hugging Dev Uncle. Through out night I was almost awake, though my love hole was aching, even then some sort of pleasure was driving my body in heaven and it was a feeling which I cannot forget through out life.
For next few days I and Dev Uncle had sex continuously and then gradually frequency decreased. For me this sexual relation bought relaxation in my life from the hell of tensions created by my father in our lives and I use to feel so relaxed from the stressful life after having sex with Dev Uncle.
Till the time my and Dev uncle’s sexual relation continued, I always found Dev Uncle living with bit of guilt feeling and that guilt never disappeared till the end and many times he avoided doing it, even if we had a easy chance. Initially he was not intended to do this but somewhere he was starved for this and finally his lust won from his consciousness.
Our physical relation continued for around two years till I got fixed with my husband and when I got married Dev Uncle played vital role in making my marriage occasion happen peacefully and after around a year of my marriage my father expired after facing serious asthma attack along with some heart complication.
I was sad, after all he was my father, but from my mom’s side I was relaxed, I knew that Dev Uncle will take care of her, as medically she is also not fit. After reading and knowing whatever happened with me, readers can make conclusion that it was my immaturity that I surrendered myself to Dev Uncle for whatever he did for us,
and today after couple of years of my marriage I think up to an extent it is true and in past I use to think about my this fact like this only, but my thinking changed just a few days back when I visited my mom and she admitted herself that from last few months she and Dev Uncle are having physical relation, and she often sleeps with him in his house in the night.
She wanted to do this with Dev Uncle after realizing his need and according to her moreover it was her demand and her physical need which bought her closer to him. She also needed physical love, because she was also starved for this from the time my father took a wrong way. I am not sure that whether whatever I and Dev uncle did was wrong or right as some kind