I am Haasini ; female in my mid thirties, in appearance I am on the darker side but with sharp features and long hairs ending below my waist. Height 5’6” bit of belly, fully grown breasts; big and round, with thick fleshy thighs and plump, proudly protruding out ass mounds.
Some time back I was living in Mumbai but at present I am separated from my husband and back to Delhi; Delhi where I have lived from my childhood and done my entire studies and my experience is about when after spending around one month in finding a new job I met my best friend Priyanka and ended up having sex with her husband.
Well Priyanka and I are best friends; we have studied together for around 12 years, 9 years of schooling and then three years of graduation and I was always in her touch, even when I was going through trouble in my marriage, she knew every minor detail of my life.
Anyway I came to meet Priyanka after around month of my arrival and initially I had plan to stay till late evening and come back to my parents place but Priyanka and her 6 year old daughter insisted me to stay for the night and I agreed. Truly speaking while saying yes for the stay I did not knew that my stay at her place will somehow began my sex relation with her husband,
which will ultimately tranquilize my long lasting sexual urge in a way that I will feel helpless in betraying my best friend again and again. Anyway after agreeing for the night stay we saw some TV and somewhere around 9 Priyanka’s husband Sanjeev came back home.
As I was not residing in the same town since long and we have been face to face just 3-4 times I was not very friendly with Sanjeev, I knew him casually, we were friends over social networking and for an instant we ended up talking with a casual hello.
Trying briefing Sanjeev I would say physically tall, almost six with broad shoulders, dusky in color with jagged masculine face but very soft spoken with formal way of talking. We had casual conversation over dinner and he also sat down in front of television for a while. In the end somewhere close to 11 wishing me good night with his daughter Sanjeev took leave to get on bed.
I and Priyanka stayed in the living room for a while eventually we too thought about going to sleep. I came to bed and casually started surfing my mobile and as such there was nothing in my mind for Sanjeev but things changed just in next few minutes. I got a knock over my door and it was Priyanka, she moved in the room and with a naughty smile asked me if her daughter can sleep with me.
I accepted without giving a second thought and casually asked her what the matter is. Being a close friend Priyanka did not hesitated at all and opened the substance that as I am present in the house and their daughter can sleep with me her husband wants to have sex with her freely and further told me that usually they have sex when their daughter falls asleep and they do it with most of their clothes on.
Apparently I smiled over what Priyanka briefed me but deep inside I was moved like a bitch. I was starved for sex like hell and in a moment I was envy of my best friend ever. After knowing the fact that Priyanka and her husband are going to fuck, deep inside I did not wanted their child to sleep with me but anyhow I could not deny them and in next few minutes Priyanka came to my room again,
with her daughter and told me to tell her one fairy tale. I took the child beside me and started talking to her and eventually started telling her story and soon realized that baby is tired and might sleep any moment. I was restless with the thought that in the next room Fucking will be on full swing and after 5-10 more minutes,
as I sensed that baby is fallen asleep I got up to try watching things happening in the room and eventually got caught by Sanjeev. Fucking was already over and Sanjeev was gone to the balcony to smoke, while being on my knees I was trying peeping inside the room through keyhole and before I would have realized that it is just Priyanka lying on the bed in the room,
I heard Sanjeev saying “Show over ho chukka hai”. He was standing far behind me and I was stunned to see him. I got up slowly and looked at him with humiliation over my expression and he smiled and once again spoke “show is already over” “I am sorry….!” I was never so embarrassed and with another wicked smile Sanjeev came up saying “it’s ok…I can understand”.
Next he said that he would like to take her daughter back to his room and I did not utter a word and simply entered in the washroom after getting into the guestroom. By the time I came back child was taken away by him and I bolted the door from inside and lied down on the bed in the dark with regret over my deed.
I was sleepless now, anyhow I cannot brief what sort of embarrassment I was feeling while being alone, I was cursing myself for trying such nasty act, it would be ok for me even if Priyanka would have caught me doing that, but it was her husband,
I could not imagine what conclusion he would make about me and with such thoughts I just kept on lying with wide open eyes in the dark and eventually heard a knock over my door. I opened the door and it was none other than Sanjeev and he was holding two mugs half filled with hot coffee in his hands.
“I was sure ki aap jag rahe hoge” he uttered while offering me one mug, I did not wanted to have it but I took that. Because of embarrassment I was wordless, my throat was choked with my own saliva and I did not uttered even thanks for the coffee and with a smile Sanjeev casually reminded me that “ek chhota sa thanks to banta hai….” “Thanks…”
I looked at his face uttered with a choked voice and blushed and after a moment once again said sorry to him “I am really sorry…actually….!” I don’t know what I wanted to say, I ended up in the middle and moved my vision from his face in shame “it’s ok…don’t bother…” Sanjeev spoke and invited me to the living area with a movement of his hand and spoke
“Priyanka was saying… you are looking for a job” I accepted and moved into the living area and we settled down on the couch. Next Sanjeev asked me my professional qualifications while looking at my face without a flick and I replied back to him while sipping my coffee.
For few minutes he continued talking to me over same subject and asked me about my profile in my previous company and told me to forward my resume on particular id which he massaged me then and their but suddenly after that he changed the subject and asked me if I have a plan of remarrying.
That was surprising and for a moment I thought about not saying anything in reply but I eventually came up saying that my divorce is pending and he moved his head in acceptance with firm expressions. I was already speaking less and to the point and for a minute or may be less Sanjeev also did not spoke anything, he looked at my face with strange expressions,
for few seconds I looked back to him but in the end I surrendered and blushed a bit. From the glare of his eyes and facial expressions, I could sense that Sanjeev has something in his mind and he is intended to speak too but somehow it was not coming out from his mouth and in the end he did not spoke anything and straightaway tried pulling me tenderly by holding my wrist and I got shocked.
I looked up; into his eyes “come to me…” he uttered in a very soft voice and I withdrew my hand. “Please…! What are you doing?” I spoke out with uneasiness “we can help each other…sexually I am also not happy with Priyanka” saying that Sanjeev looked into my eyes shamelessly.
That was too straight forward to digest and I got up from there and leaving mug of coffee on the central table tried getting away from their but Sanjeev was in really very strange mood; leaving the mug as I moved a bit he once again took hold of my wrist and this time he pulled me with a sudden jerk and I fumbled,
before I would have tried balancing myself he grabbed my waist with the other hand and I fell over him “Please try to understand…we can help each other “ I was in his arms, holding my body firmly, one hand over my breasts and other wrapped around my waist he spoke that in my ear in a low voice, I tried getting away but he squeezed me and with that kissed me close to my ear, “leave me….”
I puffed a bit and pushed him and eventually he released me and I got out of him arms. I turned to see him with shocking expressions and he instantly expressed regret “I am sorry…I was just trying to say….if we can…?” my heart was beating high and next instant I just moved to my room and bolted the door from inside.
Couple of times he knocked but I did not responded and eventually he went to his room. Throughout the night I was restless and I was feeling furious over what Sanjeev tried doing with me, initially I thought about talking to Priyanka about this but as some time passed my mind set changed a bit,
no doubt I was angry over his act but apart from that there was something which was making me recall everything, I don’t know exactly but it was sort of lust which was occupying my mind, I was touched by any male specie after really very long and even after an hour I was feeling his hands over my breasts.
I was awake in the night for really long, thinking that if I would have allowed what all Sanjeev would have done with me? Obviously he would have fucked me, He is a good mannered man with attractive body and according to Priyanka he is very good in nature too; kind of a male every girl desire for lifetime not like my man who was egoistic and violent in nature,
I wish he would have my husband and with such thoughts I mildly got wet in my panty. Sexually Sanjeev was not happy with Priyanka, I was told this by Priyanka too, couple of times she has discussed this problem with me; that she is losing interest in sex and many times Sanjeev feel annoyed when she say no for sex.
People do mistake and what Sanjeev did was also a mistake, he saw me peeping inside and assumed that we might satisfy each other and he took the bold step. I should not complain about his act to Priyanka as it might disturb their married life. Like this gradually my thinking changed and eventually I slept with the conclusion that I will not speak to Priyanka about what all has happened me and her husband.
Night ended uneventful but next day was weirdest day of my life as far as my mental restlessness was concerned. I woke up early with an intense desire of getting sexual pleasure, this was not happening with me for the first time, I was struggling with my sexual desire since long, from last three years, when I had last sex with my husband but that morning I was restless like never before,
my unconscious mind was not ready stop thinking what all would have happened if I would have surrendered myself to Sanjeev and I was again and again visualizing myself having sex with Sanjeev; leaning over me sometimes he was fucking me with my consent and sometimes I was visualizing myself getting fucked forcefully.
In a way I was gone mad, I stayed awake in the bed for more than an hour and my mind was set on fire, usually whenever I have been in this mind state I have used my finger to dig my fuckhole but that morning I did not tried doing that, either I was enjoying that level of arousal or my body was desiring to have sex with a real man and worst part was I could see the possibility of getting that.
I was enjoying day dreaming of getting fucked by my best friend’s husband and I don’t know when I started trying convincing myself for having sexual relation with him. Sexually he is not happy with Priyanka, fortunately till now he has not taken any wrong step in this concern, later either he will get into an affair and might leave Priyanka or he will get indulge with Prostitutes.
That was none of my concern, I knew that, but I wanted it to be my concern. Not only for me, it is better for Priyanka too; that Sanjeev has sex with me instead of roaming around Prostitutes and fucking them. Clenching my pussy tight between my thighs I was lying on my front and leaking in my panty continuously, deep inside I knew that whatever I am thinking is wrong,
still I was visualizing everything happening with me and by the time I got up from the bed I decided if Sanjeev will try approaching me one more time I will not stop him. Finally I fingered myself in the shower but as my mind was gone too far in imagination my restlessness did not end.
I came out to the living room and found Sanjeev waiting for breakfast on the dining table, with a casual good morning he invited me for the breakfast; I wished him back almost without looking at him and instead of taking seat went to Priyanka in the kitchen. We had few casual words, Priyanka told me to stay till lunch but I denied and eventually sat opposite to Sanjeev and Priyanka to have breakfast.
Everything was normal except my mind, most of the time Sanjeev and Priyanka were talking and I was looking at Sanjeev again and again, like I said he is not a good looking man but in female’s perspective he has a good body, standing almost six with broad shoulders.
Like me Sanjeev was also looking at me with some expressions in his eyes and whenever our eyes met unintentionally I blushed, couple of times Priyanka spoke to me too and I replied back to her and I could feel that deep inside I am conscious and hesitant to speak in Sanjeev’s presence.
Apparently Sanjeev was normal over his facial expressions but I could see that like me he was also little conscious, but I must say he was any day in better mental state than me, I was uneasy with no fault of mine and my apprehension was giving confidence to him.
Finally breakfast seemed coming to an end and Sanjeev asked me if he can drop me somewhere and Priyanka told him to drop me at metro station. Time was barely 9 and that instant I could easily avoid going with him but I accepted, surely because deep inside I wanted to give him another chance to approach me.
We moved out of the house and after hardly a minute of drive Sanjeev thanked me for not saying anything to Priyanka about last night’s incident. I remained silent, looked at him for a fraction and then moved my vision out of the window and he spoke again, “you must be thinking why I am not saying sorry”
once again I remained silent and I looked at him and he said that he is not sorry for what he tried doing with me, “because I am sorry about that” I was bit surprised with his attitude and he spoke again “sex is basic need of every body, male or female….it is necessary for every mind to remain healthy…”
I didn’t had anything to speak, keeping my mouth shut I just kept on looking outside the window, it seemed as if in night he has prepared himself to speak to me and he spoke again and this time his words simply banged my senses “sexually unsatisfied brain starts doing weird things….like you did and later I also did”.
I looked at him with serious gesture, somewhere my ego was hurt and I was about to stop the car but he sensed my expressions and instantly said sorry “I am sorry if you felt bad …but it’s a truth…” He was right; it was me who started, I was caught peeping inside his bedroom red handed and I moved my eyes from his face in humiliation, “please don’t feel embarrassed….”
I was silent and I remained silent and he continued “I can understand your mind state…I am also going through all this…that’s why I too did weird” he paused a bit and spoke again and this time his words were really weird, “you know usually I watch porn movies and masturbate in the night in living room” that was shocking and I looked at his face without a flick of an eye,
I was not surprised to hear what he just said, I was shocked how casually he said that and his words sent pleasant shivering in my spine and he spoke again, “Don’t know why Priyanka does not feel like having sex…most of the time she say no to it and whenever she says yes…she just lies down and expect me to enjoy….” and after a pause he added
“kal raat ko bhi ye hi hua tha…it was totally one sided” I could not believe, he was speaking out his bedroom life to me so freely, this much of detail was never given by Priyanka, whenever she spoke to me about this, she has just said that as compared to her husband she has less desire, she never said that she does not like having sex at all.
Car was moving continuously and after few more minutes we reached to the metro station. Sanjeev stopped and casually said if I want he can drop me home but I denied and unlocked the door to get down and he stopped me by addressing my name “Haasini….!” I looked at him and he spoke again “I think we can help each other…”
his voice was soft and for next few seconds we looked into each other’s eyes, I don’t know if he was waiting for me to reply, like always I remained silent and eventually he spoke “Ok…let’s be friends first…” with that he extended his hand for the hand shake and I responded back for being friend and shook hand with him.
Deep inside I was already convinced and I wanted to accept this relation then and there but in hesitation nothing came of my mouth and he spoke again “Please think about it”, once again I was intended to say that I am ready for it but once again I my fear and hesitation overcame my potential and I failed to speak anything and just moved out of his car.
I don’t know when I reached back home, it was a span around 20-25 minutes sitting idle in the metro and I was lost in day dreams of getting fucked by Sanjeev. Rapturous sensation went on passing through my body and by the time I reached back home I was significantly wet in my panties.
After reaching back home once I thought about sending SMS to give Sanjeev my consent for this befitting relation but eventually I locked myself in the bathroom and dug my fuckhole brutally to tranquilize my urge. I took shower again to resist heat of my lust and slept for some time and later gave a calm thought over everything and came to conclusion that Sanjeev is exaggerating his problem to trap me;
Priyanka cannot be so dull in bed and anyhow I cannot betray my best friend. Time passed, apparently I was firm over my decision but whole day my insane mind revolved around dreams of getting fucked and in the end at night I reached to the bed with perplexing mind state; don’t know how long it will take me to get a divorce and get married again, in the mean time whether I should go for it or not?
Once again lust was ruling my senses and I was feeling myself in desperate need of manly love. Time was well passed to 11 when I was thinking about watching some porn over my mobile but just then I received Sms from Sanjeev,
asking if I am awake and I went through strange happiness and in a moment I forgot all sane thoughts and decided that if he will ask again I with say yes to it and I replied back to his SMS with one word “yes”. Next instant he called me and started with a reminder that I have to send him my resume and further told me that he has spoke to someone regarding my job and it’s almost confirmed.
Is he trying to lure me? I wanted to sense that and next instant Sanjeev on his own told me not to think that he is doing all this to get that favors from me “please don’t think that I am doing all this for that…” and I ended up with just “Ok”. Next Sanjeev asked me if he is disturbing me and I replied with “No…it’s ok”.
On surface I wanted to behave coquette; bit unconcerned but deep inside I was keen to talk to him; I wanted to know more about his sex life with Priyanka also needed him to ask me for sex again and apparently behaving normal I asked him how his daughter is and he said she is fine;
next he himself said that Priyanka has slept and in continuation told me that he is sitting in living room in front of television watching some news channel. “Why News channel…?” indirectly asking why he is not watching porn movie I spoke that in sarcastic tone and he giggled and casually said “that’s because right now I am taking to you….”
“You mean talking to me and watching porn is same…?” I continued being sarcastic but with mild pleasant gesture and he giggled again and replied by saying “no…but there is one thing common…” “What is that?” I was surprised and I asked an obvious question and he came up saying “sexual arousal”.
I was speechless for few seconds there was a silence and he spoke again “I must say that you have a wonderful body” and his compliment pitched my sex Hormones bit higher, I went through strange sensation and for a moment in return thought about giving him hint about my consent by giving him compliment that he too had good muscular body but I just ended up saying thanks for the compliment.
“I don’t know if my dream will ever come true or not?” that’s what he spoke next I understood what he meant with that; his dream was fucking me, I smiled at my end and wanted to speak that I am ready make your dream come true but once again I failed and behaving normal came up giving him suggestion of consulting a doctor “why don’t you guys consult doctor” “I have tried everything…”
he replied instantly and continued “she do not take prescribed medicine… actually she does want to get treated….” That was surprising and somewhere I was sure that it’s a lie and he trying to get sympathy from me. I can say directly or indirectly if I would tried I could easily ask Priyanka about that, but I did not wanted to ask her,
deep inside I was scared that whatever Snajeev has told me about his sex life with Priyanka is false and after confirmation I will not be having any excuse to give it to myself to betray my friend. “Forget all that…tell me about your self” ….”What you like? What you don’t like…?” Sanjeev did not want to talk about his life and in concern of his question I casually said that I like chocolates.
I was lying on bed, mentally tired of my lust and deep inside desiring to talk to him about sex and don’t know how next instant he asked me same, “can we do some sex chat?…it will help me” in a way I was amazed to hear that and did not uttered anything for few seconds. Because of my silence Sanjeev confirmed my presence on the other side “hello…Are you there?” “Hmmm….”
I hummed and he asked me same question again “I said can we do some sex chat?” “Ok…” I accepted with some hesitation in my voice and he started “ok tell me which position you like most?”, I was speechless, it was not that I did not wanted to reply, I was confused whether I should go for it or not,
starting up sex chat with him meant that I am into all this and sooner and later we will have sex and once again my silence made Sanjeev asking me if I am there and after that he instantly changed the subject and asked me if I can meet the concerned person for the job next day and I said yes to it.
He gave me all detail, like address and concerned person’s name and mobile no and forwarded him my resume which he further forwarded. Eventually we ended the call and once again I failed to express that I am ready to get on bed with him.